ME =]

The unforgivable mistake one can make that will change your life forever

2009-12-04T00:49:00.000-08:00

If ever the world turn their back against you,
You can run to me, cause ill be here for you.
Although i may not be mature to make decisions or give you any advise
but still, i can lend an ear and listen to all your doubts and worries.
I will take care of you for the rest of your life
and please do have faith in God as He is the only ONE who can help us get through this difficult and complicated phase of life.
Please do not give up, do hold on and stay strong, for i'll be here to support you mentally and physically.
No matter what you do, please think of us, the children.
Ma, we do not want to see you cry anymore.
Fret no more cause God is here to help us.
I'll do my part as the eldest in the family to take care of the youngest.
We will get through this phase together.
together we will be,
because we're a family.
ma, i promise i will do my best to protect you from pain and hurt.
i will let no one hurt you anymore.
I love you and i understand.

I promise and i take your advises, and not walk the path you have chosen, having to regret after 18 years.
I know that youre unhappy
but please, be patient.
miracles will happen, just believe

Ma and Pa, i love you.

2009-09-22T05:22:00.001-07:00

X1 (black) mine's silver..

look at this.... (X1) mine

and this....X2!

looks sophisticated. doesnt it?

sigh...

I WANNA CRY RIGHT NOW

i hate SE.

DAMN..i want this beautiful phone.

I want the AMOLED screen.

X1 is a good phone either, just that it's unresponsive at times.
and guess what..i've just found out that my X1 doesnt support picture messaging.. how sad

T.T

buy me an Xperia X2

i'll marry you =)

2009-07-20T06:19:00.000-07:00

I WANT A BEAGLE

beagle oh beagle....

how i wish i could bring you home

so you'll be my little new friend

to accompany me when im lonely or sad...

BABY BEAGLE, I LOVE YOU..

love at first sight..

break time, choy, viv and I went to this pet shop

the first thing that caught my eye was this tiny little beagle

so cute yet so expensive $500+

i want you..so badly.. =(

I LOVE YOU! ... please be mine xD

sigh...if only mom would let..

someone please negotiate with my mom =/

2009-07-18T00:33:00.000-07:00

THANKS MOM, You're the best..
i hope you'll see this.

words of comfort......

12:53 PM) Lai Peng:
dont be too sad. take up challenge. study for yr future. u wont regretlater. listen to my advise. bee happppy always. encourage yourself to
(12:53 PM) Lai Peng:
improve & work hard always.
(12:54 PM) Lai Peng:
always remember yr moto is to study for sucess.
(12:57 PM) Lai Peng:
think positive , think higher. dont always feels down on yrself.
(12:58 PM) Lai Peng:
i believe u can always do it & sucess in future. our hope is on u though
(12:59 PM) Lai Peng:
i may be selfish to say that. anyway think of yr bright future.
(1:01 PM) Lai Peng:
dont be sad, remember. i be sad too if u r not

even mom knows im being very emotional these days.
guess that's part of growing up..

sigh though i felt so much of disappointment.
well, i already knew it would happen.
just after the moment i step right down from stage.
i knew it when i saw the smile on his face.
sigh..although this might be the first and my last for me.
But still, i am hoping for another chance.
i will strive for the best. =/

and i hope you'll understand me at least for today

Forgive me

2009-07-14T07:32:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU xD

2009-07-11T05:36:00.000-07:00

11 years ago... 2009 =)

2009-06-16T08:31:00.000-07:00

HUSBAND to be..

2009-06-13T11:08:00.000-07:00

lalalala~ i love you =)

2009-06-11T03:22:00.000-07:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: purple rain
2. Last phone call: louis
3. Last text message: MJ
4. Last song you listened to: SHUT UP AND LET ME GO - the ting tings
5. Last time you cried : no idea

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes
7.Been cheated on: yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed: recently
11. Been drunk and threw up: No

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOUR
12. Black
13. White
14. Red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes
16. Fallen out of love: yes
17. Laughed until you cried: always happens..
18. Met someone who changed you: Not Yet
19. Found out who your true friends were: nope
20. Found out someone was talking about you: huh? as in?
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: hm. yes
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: no idea. never bothered
23. How many kids do you want to have: two. maybe
24. Do you have any pets: Nope
25. Do you want to change your name: Nope
26. What did you do for your last birthday? : stranded in Suvarnabhumi Airport (bangkok) =).
27. What time did you wake up today: 11
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: SLEEPING
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: huh? food?
30. Last time you saw your Mother: a minute ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: bad habits of mine
32. What are you listening to right now: SHUT UP AND LET ME GO - the ting tings
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: FOLIOS
35. Most visited webpage: friendster
36. Whats your real name: WONG JO YEE
37. Nicknames: Jojo, J, JD, joshini dhillon, Jo Yee, wong jo yee.. whatelse?
38. Relationship Status: Confused. currently single
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio
40. Male or female : Female
41. Elementary?: marian convent
42. Middle School?: SMK Convent Ipoh
43. High school/college?: soon
44. Hair colour: Dark brown/ black
45. Long or short: Long
46. Height: 165 i guess
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yup
48: What do you like about yourself?:
49. Piercings: Yes
50. Tattoos: Yes
51. Righty or lefty: LEFT

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: do i need to reveal that? it's - PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL!
53. First piercing: sec 3
54. First best friend: plenty
55. First sport you joined: golf
56. First vacation: somewhere nearby.
58. First pair of trainers: Adidas
59. Eating: Food
60. Drinking: anything but not water
61. I'm about to: DIE - reposting this foolish survey
62. Listening: SHUT UP AND LET ME GO- the ting tings
63. Waiting: FOR HIM TO COME ONLINE

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? : yes. maybe
65. Get Married? : Maybe
66. Career? : Aeronautical engineering, pilot.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: neither
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
73. Sensitive or loud: LOUD
74. Hook-up or relationship: neither
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: Nope
77. Drank hard liquor: No
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes
79. Sex on first date: NEVER
80. Broken someone's heart: dont know
82. Been arrested: Nope
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: Yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: of course
87. Miracles: Yes.
88. Love at first sight: no
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: HELL YEAH! xD
91. Kiss on the first date: dont know
92. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: wth.
95. Did you sing today?: NO
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: as in?..
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 15 years ago
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 11.11.2008
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: NO definitely NOT.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes.lame

101. At the end, you need to choose 15 people to be tagged and list their names...
argh.
ANYONE WILL DO! #%#&*&*^@$@#

2009-06-11T03:08:00.000-07:00

Holiday -

Hello Kitty <3

Swensons =)

Fuji -

2009-05-29T06:26:00.000-07:00

2009-05-04T09:06:00.000-07:00

2009-04-19T08:09:00.000-07:00

Heels. again.

cant get enough of shoes =D

Anti-dadah campaign

Before

After

2009-04-12T09:01:00.001-07:00

What Comes Around Goes Around

He almost didn't see the old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiacwas still sputtering when he approached her.

Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry. He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you. He said, 'I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson." Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was bad enough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two.

Soon he was able to change the tire. But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt. As he was tightening up the lug nuts, she rolled down the window and began to talk to him. She told him that she was from St. Louisand was only just passing through. She couldn't thank him enough for coming to her aid. Bryan just smiled as he closed her trunk. The lady asked how much she owed him. Any amount would have been all right with her. She already imagined all the awful things that could have happened had he not stopped. Bryan never thought twice about being paid. This was not a job to him. This was helping someone in need, and God knows there were plenty who had given him a hand in the past. He had lived his whole life that way, and it never occurred to him to act any other way.

He told her that if she really wanted to pay him back, the next time she saw someone who needed help, she could give that person the assistance they needed, and Bryan added, "And think of me." He waited until she started her car and drove off. It had been a cold and depressing day, but he felt good as he headed for home, disappearing into the twilight. A few miles down the road the lady saw a small cafe. She went in to grab a bite to eat, and take the chill off before she made the last leg of her trip home. It was a dingy looking restaurant. Outside were two old gas pumps.

The whole scene was unfamiliar to her. The waitress came over and brought a clean towel to wipe her wet hair. she had a sweet smile, one that even being on her feet for the whole day couldn't erase. The lady noticed the waitress was nearly eight months pregnant, but she never let the strain and aches change her attitude. The old lady wondered how someone who had so little could be so giving to a stranger. Then she remembered Bryan.

After the lady finished her meal, she paid with a hundred dollar bill. The waitress quickly went to get change for her hundred dollar bill, but the old lady had slipped right out the door. She was gone by the time the waitress came back The waitress wondered where the lady could be. Then she noticed something written on the napkin. There were tears in her eyes when she read what the lady wrote: "You don't owe me anything. I have been there too. Somebody once helped me out, the way I'm helping you. If you really want to pay me back, here is what you do: Do not let this chain of love end with you." Under the napkin were four more $100 bills. Well, there were tables to clear, sugar bowls to fill, and people to serve, but the waitress made it through another day.

That night when she got home from work and climbed into bed, she was thinking about the money and what the lady had written. How could the lady have known how much she and her husband needed it? With the baby due next month, it was going to be hard.

She knew how worried her husband was, and as he lay sleeping next to her, she gave him a soft kiss and whispered soft and low, "Everything's gonna be all right. I love you, Bryan Anderson."

2009-04-02T01:27:00.000-07:00

P.s : to my mentor.whoever you are. please do not confess. or i'll faint on the spot.

Sigh. yesterday was Rathini. Today Ivana came to me right after recess when i was about to leave the prefects room. I was like "uh? um...okay". the look of disbelief on my face i think she knew it didnt work out well. haha. well..who cares.

helped Chow to do her nilam.
well...exhausting LOL
it's like tons and tons of nilam books to be checked.
Well that was fun. get to experience a library prefect's-nilam coordinator's job.
Her duty aint easy i tell you. haha.
"semi-prefect-librarian for a day" =D

biology.
michelle donated drops of blood- to our group experiment.
was eager to look under the microscope.
lol. we we're looking at red blood cells and as i was "exploring" all of a sudden that "amoeba-like" cell caught my attention. and i went like "uh??! what? amoeba!"
and yeah michelle's always like "Jo yee you're so funny!...HAHAHA" and she goes on and on.
Well i guess i was "funny" cause i went around telling like "look at ours- there's an amoeba in michelle's blood".lol. as usual. And physic was like "where got amoeba?!" so i said "eleven o'clock" as she was browsing through. finally she found it. lol
I think Mr lau might have heard me and i bet he'll be laughing like -"what is wrong with her".
I know. How dumb am i was -amoeba in her blood. she might have died. LOL. it would have .... OKAY! i shall stop this now. End of story lol... JUST LOL! anyway i was just acting foolish. gosh that was real funny....clowing.around.class. HAHA

2009-03-22T08:44:00.000-07:00

SIGH
im having insomnia again.
i cant sleep. =(
and im starting to feel depressed and lonely.
gosh.
and sigh. he didnt reply my sms again. He abandoned me once again...
so now im texting sek kit and vivien.
waiting for them to reply =(
and the saddest part - holidays are over. =(
Sigh.
Byebye manicures.

2009-03-20T23:09:00.000-07:00

HELP..
IM ROTTING AT HOME.
"televisyen ku sudah rosak"... =(

2009-03-19T20:50:00.000-07:00

MY BLOG IS EXPLICIT

2009-03-17T20:46:00.000-07:00

FEELS LIKE CRAP NOW.
lalala~
im so freakingly bored.

2009-03-17T08:17:00.000-07:00

Tuition.

before lesson.
talked bout some horror creepy experiences.
then reviews bout her former school. main convent
and go on and on...blablabla till 5.45pm.

lesson starts.
complete essay within 45 minutes.
and there goes the fun part.
LOL
she was explaining bout gaya bahasa.
came across this "hiperbola" word. LOL
and yeah,
someone from the back said "what??! hyperball! wow!"
LOL totally crap. he's acting as if he had not heard that before.
haha.
And teacher was like "yeah a new game in msspk" - she gave a sarcastic look.
we were like "laugh out loud" seriously.
He continued.. "oh! an exaggerating game! i know! the one who exaggerate the most. WINS. then he get the chance to throw the hyper-ball."
and the whole class laughed. gosh.

HIPERBOLA FOR THE WIN! =D

2009-03-17T05:57:00.000-07:00

Worst piece of luck

My sister is admitted to hospital.

High fever. sigh.

I felt useless.

All i could do is just pray for her.

I came to know about this right

after my tuition ends.

I was kind of suprised.

Aunt came to pick me up and had dinner at her house.

She told me Hui yee's admitted.

And yeah, all i did was question her lol. that's what normal human being does right? normal reaction for such a thing to happen.

sigh. why is it FATED this way.

Im just so sad.

Worried at the same time.

Confused with my feelings-currently.

And homeworks driving me insane.

Sigh. and now

im waiting for him to reply my sms.

and at the same time waiting for parents to come home.

Get well soon.

Love you sis,

felt so lonely at home. solitude.

missing her.

2009-03-16T23:15:00.000-07:00

chow and phyliss in chemistry class C=

see? the sandwich i had for lunch C=

yumm..

whoopsie. the first pic's inverted.

aww..aint she cute?

2009-03-15T06:42:00.000-07:00

HAHA. been listening to the same song over and over again.
I guess im starting to like it. LOL
I must admit no one on earth Sings Passenger Seat better than Him. Not even Stephen Speaks himself. LOL!. Seriously haha. I dislike the way he sings it. He sound so DULL. as if like he's dying- shortness of breath. Well, maybe that's the way it should be. I dont care. LOL
I just miss your voice that much.

seriously. lol.
I love you. =)

2009-03-14T20:01:00.000-07:00

Hows that? =P

And look?

LOL. my sis made this outta a handkerchief

2009-03-13T22:12:00.000-07:00

Hello! lols =)
woke up..feeling better
and now it's my sister's turn to fall sick. lol
blames me*
sigh.
Haha.
played with my curling iron. and she said "wah play? dont burn yourself eh". i just LOL-ed.
Ugh, having tuitions later. =/
I MISS YOU! =P

yehaa! curled my hair. (not much difference) =P

And He says it doesnt look like me. swt case.

C'Mon it's me la. LOL my pic. copyright.

W.E.I.R.D.

oh ya. she likes my "Pink" tee. its purple btw. lol

2009-03-12T20:12:00.000-07:00

Fell sick on 11.3.2008.

So.terribly.sick.

I threw up for at least thrice a day..

and had horrible diahorrea

had a high fever 38.5c

was terribly ill. i cant stand on my feet, i need to grab something for support.

Luckily dad was there to help me out.

And yeah, threw up in the middle of the night.

School - before moral test.

having cramps. vivien came over to my class

sat right in front of me. I was SUPPOSED TO HELP HER TO REVISE. LOL

but then it turn out to be FORCING her to memorise.

i was complaining bout cramps.

Then all of a sudden felt like vomiting.

I was like " uh? im not pregnant, am i??" LOL

"whos baby? must he his!" LOL

that sudden feeling. just kept me feeling uneasy.

I just cant take it anymore, I stood up all of a sudden and sorta ran to the loo. LOL

on my way, cant help it. i just throw up outta nowhere. HAHA

then jue yinn ran over to help me out.

I was like " OMG my tie, my skirt" =.=

went to the loo and clean up. what a mess LOL

amanda and chow came too.

Paveena offered me panadols.

Phyliss saw the whole incident - ME PUKING along the corridor.

wtf. haha.

must be great huh? freeshow - "LIVE PUKING"..crap

it's okay. i was just kidding.

12.3.08

Absent.

I didnt sit for my Biology, Add maths, PE and Accounts paper.

Cause mom called headmistress. told her that i was terribly sick. Unable to sit for test.

Then my mom sorta laughed and told her i might be having Dengue. I think she got shocked and said " Oh okay then, better stay at home and rest"..

I think that useless doctor was just assuming. maybe he's trying to scare the shit outta me. LOL

he said "it might be symptoms for dengue"...MIGHT.

13.3.08

My stomach was horribly loud with churns and gurgles. I mean LOUD! HAHA

And it hurts.

Woke up at 5.30 to study physics. sigh. what a day.

At ten am. sharp

mom came and pick me up from school

went to clinic.

And yeah, concluded... NO DENGUE. HALLELUJAH!! LOL

Anyways im alright now. And that weird. doctor prescribe so much of medicine. its not that severe right? LOL

and yeah. I've not ate

for two days. And HELL YEAH! IM STILL ALIVE! LOL

in fact , im having gastric, and im just depending on the pills he gave.

I cant take in too much of food/water.

cause I'll end up vomiting everything out.

LASTLY -THANK GOD FOR next week's holidays!!!

2009-03-08T08:43:00.000-07:00

strawberry! yumm. haha. had this for dessert .

Pooh (singapore) has a new friend (cameron highlands) =P

2009-03-06T18:51:00.000-08:00

OBSESSED

Okay. This have to stop.
Im getting preoccupied these days. Ugh. exams.
SIGH. if it wasnt for that
i wouldnt have been studying day and night.
Going through hell.
Last minute study really kills.
Thanks to my "poor time management"
SO JUST SHUT UP AND DONT BOTHER ME.

haha. i sms-ed her and ask "wey what chapter's coming out for pj and siviks". She told me something else. which i wouldnt wanna know or care. get?
then she went like..u and your studies-aiyoh. im like .."swt" =.= .
nevermind bout that. :)

2009-03-05T07:34:00.000-08:00

HELLLOOOOO ;)

ARGH!....

fucking-stressed out..

boy-friend... slept

good friend...diarrhoea

LOLS.

parents..slept

son..slept

I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. =(

sigh.

My phone is green now and she says it's UGLY.

stupid prism.

2009-02-28T06:35:00.001-08:00

SORE THROAT :(

2009-02-19T22:43:00.000-08:00

I am having my monthly test on the 10th of MARCH.
and i am So Not prepared yet.
for the first time ever, im wasting so much of time doing nothing rather than studying for exams (which i am supposed to).
My-devil -may-care-attitude is going to kill me, soon enough. ;)

Today
- puan yamini scolded our class during chemistry. Longest lecture that lasts for an hour.
- gosh. i forgotten my teacher's name and called her Ms Loo ( my other trainee teacher).
And she was like O.O?..LOL.
and she was kinda suprised im from Perdagangan class (Commerce ) cause i looked so blur during her class.
Cant help it. I wasnt doing it on purpose. And i tend to ask her lots of questions which is why she thinks im blur? or in other words "DUMB" HAHA.
Hey look i scored 88 for my trials, and mostly 90s for normal exams. ps im not bragging. its the fact ;)
I thought accounts was gonna be "okay"- fair for me. But it turned out the other way round.
And yeah.
Add maths could kill.
"The best way to commit suicide is to do ADDITIONAL MATHS" haha.

Gosh.
Me and my buddies grouped up for drama. - Moral.
And its was like "wtf" haha.
Wed gone off the limits i guess.
At least we made the class laughed.

Met a new friend?
She used to came late to school
and i was on duty. I booked her name twice or thrice.
Thats how we became friends. i guess? pretty weird huh?.
LOL
she gave me a tap on my back today - recess =.=
and says hi whenever we meet.
And actually our parents kinda knew each other for a long time.
So nice to meet you, acquaintance

Im kinda emo nowadays. ps. mind me ;)
Dont really talk much.

2009-02-17T09:15:00.000-08:00

I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND.

2009-02-14T08:24:00.000-08:00

2009-02-12T08:00:00.000-08:00

Guess what?
the car nearly hit me today.
(thank god he/she stopped in time).
this morning. uh.
what a great start for a day.
part of my fault also. i should have been more careful.
cause i was sleep-walking today. haha. as usual/
and that stupid reckless driver shouldnt speed since this area itself have two schools. forgodsake - he/she should have known that students will be crossing the road. SO PLEASE OPEN YOUR EYES WIDE AND BECAREFUL WHEN YOU DRIVE.
fyi - i dont know how to cross the road. how embarrassing!

and yeah. DANG.
im easily distracted.
i dont know what the &*$% was wrong with me nowadays.
i dont seem to pay much attention on what im doing.
for instance.
today.
i wrote "husbang" instead of "huband". and she was like "LOL!!"
and "contacd" instead of "contact".
then started off with "luo.." which was suppose to be "look"
haha. just wtf. ;)

Will be having exams on saturday,
and look wtf am i doing now. HAHAHA
im very confused with my thoughts. sigh.
i miss u. i miss u not. i miss u. i miss you not. I MISS YOU. lol.

2009-02-07T22:14:00.000-08:00

Turn back the clock

Another day is ended

And I still cant sleep

Remembering my yesterdays

I begin to weep

If I could have it over

Live my life again

I wouldnt change a single day

I wish that I could turn back the clock

Bring the wheels of time to stop

Back to the days when life was so much better

Lying here in silence

Picture in my hand

Of a boy I still resemble

But I no longer understand

And as the tears run freely

How I realise they were the best years of my life

You might say its just

A case of giving up

But without these memories where is the love

Where is the love

If I could have it over

Live my life again

I wouldnt change a single day

Why cant I turn back the clock

Bring the wheels of time to a stop

Back to the days

Oh no noI remember when

Life was so good

Id go back Id I could

Oh oh I wouldnt change a single day

Dont let the memories slip away

I wouldnt change a single day

Dont let the memories slip away..

2009-02-06T08:59:00.001-08:00

and after...

before...
cheers~

2009-02-05T22:47:00.000-08:00

FORGOTTEN TO BRING HER BIRTHDAY PRESENT. ARGH..
though he reminded me yesterday.
sigh. i dont feel like going to school tomorrow. =(

I thought she was just kidding.
She said she'll buy me a bottle of Vitagen if i stay back with her -last thurs.
And she really did.
Thanks viv. ;)
haha. i wanted the orange flavor actually.
but nevermind, thanks anyway.

Then prefects meeting.
Gave us some small gifts? as a token of appreciation PMR straight A's.
i got a pair of heart shape ear studs.
i was like "o.o?"
and it glows in the dark! LOL.

but still
I FEEL MISERABLE.

2009-02-05T07:08:00.000-08:00

HAHA. did this outta boredom >>

Cause she's all that i see
I'll edit tmy post later. Sorry.iFly.

i dont know why. Im just laughing about it, LOL.
talk about silly stuffs again. whatelse?
HE laugh at my "aiyoyo". u.u..

very tired. see ya tomorrow.
Silly boy.

2009-02-04T22:26:00.000-08:00

&%$* HOMEWORKS

damn lot of homeworks today. sigh.

mod maths
add maths
sej - notes
Bm -rumusan & txt book
Bio - draw diagrams and fuctions of cell
Physics -PEKA
Puan chan- tui add maths

Having maths and science exams on the 14th ( saturday)/ vday
hoho~
and im like all whoa?!
LIFE AS A STUDENT IS STRESS-FULL! ~.~

2009-02-03T23:08:00.000-08:00

Another boring day...

Was early to school today. (7.05am)
first person i saw was Amanda. She was sitting alone. didnt greeted her. cause took the corridor way.
Then Vivien at the main gallery. I'd forgotten what she said.
But i remembered i said "heys!"..
Put my bag outside the prefects room. (as usual)
Then i heard 'her' calling me from behind. There she goes again.."Jo Yeeeeeee!"
i was like " whoa!.." *runs*
and shit. forgotten to sign again.
i ignored her and went to the canteen.
Sat beside viv. and chat for awhile.

Assembly.
She bugs me.
i was like *oh no! here she comes.*
i came up with some lame excuses. typical me. hoho~
im bad at telling lies too =x

last period.
Ah Gee's (mr gee) lesson. (english lesson)
he spend almost an hour talking bout water pollution. social ways to overcome it.conserving water. etc. etc.
that was BORING.
from water pollutions to ...lee kuan yew. AND from lee kuan yew to.. Snatch thieves. LOL
sigh, managed to escape for ten minutes at least. accompanied choy to the loo.
and yeah, they we're still argueing bout it.
LOL
silly teacher. Told us not to turn back and run when we encounter snatch theives. He told us to not to move. At all.
my friend was like" what? then how? you want us to die there ah?!"
LOL. then someone suggested "pepper sprays"
was like .wth? hahaha....
damn funny anway.

Dismissal 1.10 today,
thats why i love wednesdays. =D
Showed Amanda the new "Towel Regency Hotel" behind the Syuen Hotel.
*points at it* . could see the top of the building
from the form 4 block.
She was like "ohhh!..that.wow.. so nice?"
i was like..."now only you know". swt
then walk to the back gate together..
my sis was waiting for me.
She says..." whoa ur sis prefect also?" im like "yeah".
gosh five years difference
and she's almost my height.
u.u how embarrassing...

and i
missed you HELL LOT today.

done someting damn embarrassing again.

someone please kill me.LOL

thank god no human on earth saw.

wait. no

except my mom.

LOL. i thought she was gonna make fun of me.

but suprisingly she did not.

hoho~

wtf. i told viv and choy, they laughed at me. =.=

2009-01-20T06:35:00.000-08:00

ARGH.
having allergies and rashes
here there, everywhre LOL
particularly my hands.
SENSITIVE SKIN. SENSITIVE ME.
SAY NO to shokubutsu.
I've discovered that itchiness could really drive me insane.
GOSH. thank god it's getting better.

SIGH. I admit i am very undecisive.
LIFE'S full of dilemma and
COMPLICATIONS.
& I NEED YOU.

2009-01-17T22:42:00.001-08:00

THANK YOU LORD
for everything you've given me.

2009-01-04T00:00:00.000-08:00

today.
Dad came back...
Sigh. i feel sick everytime i see my mom.
and I dreamt bout it again last night.
I feel very Sad seriously.
SIGGHHHHHH.........*aihs*
tomorrow.... school reopens.
Another stupid stressful year for me. ( secondary 4)
And the worst piece of luck, im having tuition for 6 days a week. *aihs*

2008-12-31T03:34:00.000-08:00

Ish.
the last day of 2008.

Sad. AGAIN
today Maxis bill came.
Dad said " Whoa. who's phone use until 340 bucks ah!?"
I was like " shit"
mom stares at me. ish
again. that stupid stare.
And there she goes... nag.nag.nag
scold.scold.scold.
Ish. I just turn a deaf ear to her
luckly my dad was on my side.
He said " Nevermind, now you know..." ( in a calm voice)
NOT LIKE HER.
spoil my day, my mood.
last day of 2008. SAD.
sigh.
how am i suppose to know that it's so expensive...
expected to be around 50?
but not RM340.
shit.
i was angry
But at least he was...understanding.
HAHA.
so what?
as if i have that much of money to pay her back.
who cares anyway.
Im expected not to have a new hp anymore.
SO what?
no big deal.

IM so not gonna talk to her.
IGNORE. ignore.

2008-12-30T03:26:00.000-08:00

30th December 2008

SAD. SAD. SAD.

2008-12-28T00:00:00.000-08:00

28 December 2008

SAD

It’s feels like sh*t now.

My Calvin Klein’s gone crooked. ( the frames) - cause I already sat on it for …thrice?

I wont be having my specs for two days at least. Depending on the optometrist

And the worst case, Im not allowed to wear my contacts.

How the f*ck am I gonna see?

Well, actually its not that serious I guess, I only can't read words that's far away or too small.

( short sightedness)

But im like f*ckin blind now. Damn angry now.

Cause I’ll be sitting in front of the monitor for hours.

Oh well, at least I look better without specs ( just to console myself) . HAHA.